MedsmEdsmeDsmedS
2003-12-17 � 11:17 a.m.

I am...

...so severely...

� medicated �

IfeelallspedupandjitteryandeverytimeItakeadeepbreathIget
lightheadedbutIcan'tstopyawningsoI'mtakingdeepbreathes
allthetimesomyvisionisswimmingandmyheadisfloatingand
wowdoIfeelweird.

A cocktail...no, a melange! Of prescribed pharmacological molecules are racing through my body and brain. Are they doing their work? Are they simply playing havoc with my eyeballs and lungs? Is this an abnormal reaction? Chills and spills, ladies and gentlemen! Chills and spills!

I am, as I would have sad back when I was a silly young man in college trying to break my mind with hallucinogenic drugs, fucked up!

Work is...not happening, quite consistently. Should I phone the doctor? Should I quit clenching my jaw? Is my hair really all standing on end like it feels?

I shouldn't be trembling, should I?

ZzzzzzzZ. (Aisha! I'm vibrating!) ...concentration is a thing of the past...

Christ I'm as fragile as a china doll.

-t

(ZzzzzzZ)

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